idahome.

i have never been so happy to see this sign in my entire life. when i made it into boise, a quick stop was made to see my best friend and after i left her apartment, i sat in my truck and had a good cry for a little while because 1) i am beyond glad to get out of utah 2) i hate that i have to leave tuesday 3) i've been up since 3:30 this morning 4) i am just so dang glad to be home. i didn't realize how homesick i was until i got there and smelled the idaho air and felt the 55 degree weather and saw the horses and old friends... all my emotions just piled up and spilled out my eyes. and you know what? it felt good to cry. it's a seven hour drive (give or take) from school to home, and it's kinda hard to drive it by myself. i always get bored around the 51/2 hour mark... thanks to really huge fountain drinks & 80s music the last hour and a half is bearable. barely. heres to an amazing three days. 

-jessica :)

just between you and i.

just between you and i.

i miss my truck. 

there were so many memories in that hunk of junk. 

but i kind of wish i still drove it.

the song "kiss tomorrow goodbye" is my jam.

the lyrics... i don't even know. 

but something about the words 

"ain't gonna beg you to stay, ain't gotta ask you what's wrong,

ain't no reason runnin after something already gone" 

gives me the chills.

and they remind me of someone.

i love being young. 

i have no rush to do anything, 

no rush to meet anyone, really no rush to do anything.

just taking life at my own pace.

today while talking to my best friend, 

i realized that i really don't have anything left for me in idaho.

i love idaho, but there's just nothing left there for me.

my family, my horses, and the moffats... thats about it.

i don't even feel like i have a home there anymore.

i feel so blessed to have such a great roommate.

i love her so much already. 

i've turned in to a neat freak.

i think living with five other girls has done it.

i get antsy when there's clutter because there's so many of us in so little space.

clean everything. every day. 

and our room is fricken spotless.

what. is this. madness.

loves,

jess. xoxo 

god bless those true aggies from utah.

god bless a true blooded aggie from utah.

long story short. 

best fricken football game ever.

we camped out for three hours before hand. 

we laughed. we cried. we won. 

we stormed the field. 

we did the scotsman on the field. 

it was the coolest thing ever. 

i love my school to death.

take that utah. 

whaaadup.

xox jessica :)

holy batman, batman.

i went to the new batman movie premiere with a group of way random people.

the only people that weren't random were summer and landon.

first on the list:

happy hour at sonic.

take summer's truck through the wash.

make a walmart stop.

second: 

get pretty.

redo eyeliner four times.

put on batman shirt.

swear about how hot it is outside.

four. 

wait until dark, drive to theater.

take pictures.

look pretty.

five. 

watch movie.

be satisfied.

get chocolate chip pancakes at 3:30am at ihop.

see people from high school that you hate.

six.

4:50am.

still up.

mountain dew just kicked in.

watch the sunrise.

day two.

party with the other bestie.

get large cokes at mcdonalds.

they changed their cups and i dig them.

they're styrofoam like sonic!

me likey.

no matter how old i get,

i wil alllwayyys love high school musical. 

like you don't even understand my love for their bad outfits and cheesy acting and terrible lip synching. 

i just love it, okay?

i loved the new batman movie.

i was totally satisfied with it, other than the fact that i hate anne hathaway...

anyways. 

love.

peace.

blessins.

prayers for the people in colorado. 

xoxox

jessica :)

my weekend was better than yours.

i hung out with my very best friend in the entire world.

it reached 100 degrees. 

pf changs and matching phone cases :)

the bathroom had a nice note on the mirror. haha.

parties upon parties upon parties. i looked hot, no big deal.

i honestly love the treasure valley. my favorite place everrrr.

sleepover with clarrrryy. 

we were up until like, 4am no big deal.

we've been saving juice boxes for two years.

to build a couch.

two year old straws anyone?... haha ewww

THIS WEEKEND WAS FLIPPING AWESOME.

memorial day weekend.

when i turned 15 and got my drivers license, my dad surprised me with a little audi. 

i seriously loved this car. alot. it was my dream car. i planned on owning it for the rest of my life. yeah that didn't happen. haha. in december my dad kinda wrecked it. so i drove his gold f150 until oh, yesterday. for graduation, my dad surprised me again. 

with a little vw passat.

i know this little car looks out of place in the middle of he woods but my dad and i were fishing and it looked like a perfect instagram moment. and it was. 

anyways. i could not be happier with this car. 

it's literally exactly the same as my audi, just a little roomier on the inside. it drives like a dream.

and i'm in love.

it needs a name. 

any suggestions? :)

loves, 

jessica.

like a polaroid pitchuuuurrrrrrr.

1) today is a great day because kalea, sam, and i went swimming. and then we got $1 large diet cokes. and then we swam some more. and then we got aspen leaf. and then we ate five guys. and then we swam some more. and i'm just really happy because i'm definitely like nine shades darker than i was this morning. and my cheeks are a little sunburned and that makes me giddy. and right now, my brother & i are watching harry potter vii part ii. today is a great day.

2) tomorrow i will eat pancakes for breakfast and go to church & be super happy & wear my new shoes i got at target. erryone love target. true story.

3) my favorite time of day is either 8:00 am or 8:00 pm. at least at this time of the year. i love the morning sun and how its warm on your face but not too hot. and then in the evening its right when the sun is going down and i love driving around with my windows rolled down singing songs rather loudly. 

4) sometimes you just need to paint your nails a beautiful color and get a $1 large diet coke whilst browsing pinterest. for real. that's like a recipe for happiness. 

5) a song that i just can't get enough of is nothin' to lose by josh gracin. it's one of the very first country songs i ever heard and its just my favorite. (please, enjoy.)

6) my favorite accessory is either my ctr ring or my pair of fake diamond studs. seriously i love these things. well. i love all earrings. but my studs just go with everything rather well. haha.

7) my favorite thing about this week was skipping school all week. i.love.senior.skip. it was grand. and, also, i sort of really love this 80 degree weather we've been having. it's really nice and i feel as though it should continue for, oh, ever. 

8) i'm obsessed with drinks. i would rather drink something than eat something. and thats saying something seeing as how i really love food. my favorites right now are sonic ocean waters (coconutty), sonic lemon berry slushes, good ol' diet coke, or raspberry lemonade. yep.

happy day. 

:)

jessica.

conference weekend.

Source: houseandhone.blogspot.com via Jessica on Pinterest

Source: thejessicastory.blogspot.com via Jessica on Pinterest

the standard fare.

plaid.
diamond earrings.
curly ponytail.
minimal makeup.
erryday.

le weekend.

"sounds like a first class seat 
on the plains of oklahoma
With a windshield sunset in your eyes
like a watercolored painted sky
you'll think heavens doors have opened
you'll understand why God made those fly over states"


oh jason. my love for you grows every time i listen to this song.
i think it's some of your best work.

this weekend was amazing. 

so tiring & perfect at the same time.

its amazing what three days away from blogger can do, 

i have like 120 new posts to read. 

don't worry, i'll get to all of them.

eventually.

more tomorrow.

xoxo

jessica.

p.s.

i still like you.

saturdays: even better than fridays.

i'm in a good mood. 

and i make funny faces sometimes. 

its fine. 

its a party.

round two. 

i'm antisocial.

day four.

(this is my "i-got-cute-and-i-have-no-one-to-impress-but-oh-well" face)

a picture of my night? well, its friday. 

which means i probably have something planned...

but lets face it. 

i'm antisocial at best.

i like hanging out with people. really, i do. but as of late, if it requires me to change out of my yoga pants and fix my hair, well... not a huge fan of the whole getting ready thing. which is why a picture of my night does not include a picture of the incredibly boring party i just got home from but of me being so excited to be on my way to interact with people. ugh. its this senioritis thing, i swear. 

oh well. 

at least i have landon & danielle to keep me company.

and yes. my eyes really are that green. all by themselves.

serenity.

se·rene

   [suh-reen]  Show IPA

adjective

1.

calm, peaceful, or tranquil; unruffled.

& well, thats how i feel today.

serene. 

one o'clock church gives you alot of time in the morning to do absolutely nothing. 

so, this morning, i read the ensign & watched living bible animated cartoons with my brothers. 

a nice start the the day, i think.

i really like sundays. 

 

p.s. and just in case you were wondering, 

the song isn't about a personal experience. 

i generally don't tend to give people reasons to 

talk about me, i just think its sad how it 

happens constantly in high school.

loves, 

jessica :)

the rumor.

you, you think you know
just who i am.
i guess
we can blame it
on the rumor
you heard
the other day.

tell me
do you
know my favorite song
or the way i dance in the car
when my music's on
do you
know what i've been through
funny how everyone's talkin' 'bout you,
am i crazy,
or are you stuck
inside the
rumor you heard
the other day.

your stupid words,
they're just as fake
as your hair
your clothes
your face
i think you need to leave
this town.

tell me
do you
know my favorite song
or the way i dance in the car
when my music's on
do you
know what i've been through
funny how everyone's talkin' 'bout you,
are you crazy,
i'm so much
more than that
rumor you heard
the other day.

maybe i'm alone
in this
but i find comfort knowing
no matter what
you say
people love me anyway

you don't
know my favorite song
or the way i dance in the car
when my music's on
you don't
know what i've been through,
bet you know how everyone's talkin' 'bout you
you're crazy
for
spreading that
rumor you heard
the other day.

original song.

by me.

on january 7th 2012. 

yep.

round two.