ten things you should know about me.

1) i believe that everyone deserves to find that one things in their life that makes them feel complete. for me, it's being in a barn. it doesn't really matter what kind of barn, as long as there's animals in it. (but i do like horses the best. hate on it.) its my escape.

2) college is hard for me. i've always been considered a "smart kid". you know, the kind that takes six ap classes their senior year in high school, and does well in all of them. but for some reason, i'm kind of struggling through school. it's completely, 110% worth it in my mind though. i'm here doing what i love to do.

3) the city scares me. it literally gives me a little knot of fear in my stomach. i feel out of place and feel like i'm always getting lost. hahahaha oh wait. i am. because i suck at finding things. which leads me to my next point.

4) i really suck at directions. you could tell me to turn left and i'll turn right. or keep going straight. there's a little disconnect in my brain that makes it impossible for me to find things & to follow instructions on how to get somewhere. it's probably my most frustrating quality.

5) i like people, but i don't need people. for a little while in high school, i felt like i needed to have people with me all the time. but i've gotten past that, and the older i get the more i realize that i really like not having to depend on people and i enjoy being independent. (even though it sucks sometimes.)

6) i love to drive places by myself. sometimes it's nice to have company, but most of the time i really love getting in my truck and driving to my destination by myself. it's kind of therapeutic.

7) i both love and hate idaho. my family has lived there for almost four years now, and all of the absolute best and absolute worst experiences of my life have happened there. i consider it more my home than oregon, and i lived there for twelve years. i spent all of elementary, middle, and a year of high school in stupid tigard, and i don't really remember anything about it there. (and nor do i want to.)

8) if you've got dark hair, you're in luck. i've never liked a guy with blonde hair. sometimes i think they're cute and stuff, but i've never had a crush on one or really even ever been interested.

9) i really, really, really love crime shows. ncis, csi ny, law and order... you get it.

10) i have three best friends. three girls who i know i can go to at any time for anything. collectively, we've all been through the same things which is why i need each of them. you know who you are and i'll love you forever.


thats all.
love, jessica.

just a thought.

"i know today is monday, and you assume it's going to suck, but according to statistics, there will be over 5,000 weddings, 10,000 childbirths, and 42 million hugs given today throughout the united states. also today, there will be at least 4 people that will win the multimillion dollar lotteries and 600 people will get promotions at work. there will also be 600 dogs adopted, 35,000 balloons sold, and 800,00 skittles eaten. plus, the words "i love you" will be said over 9 million times. so again, i know today is monday and you assume it's going to suck, but just smile, because according to statistics, it should actually be a really nice day."
-anonymous

we are neverrr ever everrrrrrr getting back togetherrrrr.

first things first. i realize i said i wasnt going to post for a long time but. it's almost one in the morning and i have to wait for my laundry to finish sooo here i am blogging. haha.

geez, taylor swift, could you make a catchier song?
no? didn't think so.

okay so maybe this is just me but i'd throw it out there just in case.
does anyone else get sick to their stomach when they see the name of a someone you have romantic history with? or maybe you read a comment on facebook that kinda set your stomach and heart a whirl?
but it hurts at the same time? anyone?

i embark on my journey to college tomorrow.
meet wendy on friday morning.
drive to utah.
move in saturday.

plan?
yep.

sorry for the lack of visuals.. and music.. yeah. haha.

and a big HELLO to the new followers! i love you!!


comment away!
xox
jess :)

too much information about mens deodorant & other things.

mens deodorant. i have a few things to say about it.

1) i use it.
2) because i sweat.
3) it works ridiculously well.
4) the strongest women's deo is like the weakest men's.
5) i found one that smells like a girl so i bought it and holy cow, i'm impressed with the results.
6) i realize that this is really weird but hey, i just thought i'd share in case any other girls out there have the same problem.
7) the specific kind i use is old spice fiji... because it smells like a girl. i honestly don't know what man would ever use it because it's not man smelling. haha.
8) turns out, like half of the other girls that i know use guy's deodorant too... cause lets face it, women's deodorant sucks. it doesn't even work. lame.

other things.

1) sunday while i was getting ready, i looked at myself in the mirror and i kinda realized that i look older than i did a few months ago. i kinda like it.
2) you know how i feel about ryan lochte? well today he got upstaged by (1) sam mikulak and (2) tom daley. sorry ryan, you've now only earned the bronze medal in my book.
3) i've had a solid week of good hair days. i'm digging it.
4) logan in t-minus 18 days.

:)
jessica.

some days, i really love urban dictionary.

have you ever urban-dictionaried your name?
if not i encourage  you to do so.
the results are often hilarious, inappropriate and highly accurate.
take my name for example.

1.	Jessica	2464 up, 992 down
	A girl you are lucky to know. Jessica tends to have the brightest smile. She usually gives you full attention & have an intense stare that can be intimidating, but she is so sweet there is no need to be scared. If you are a guy & you let Jessica get away then you are a dumb sh*t because once Jessica loves, she loves forever. Jessica deserves guys that will go to the ends of the earth, & walk on fire to be with her. That's how amazing she is. Jessica is also a good friend that is always there for a friend in need. she are loyal, kind & forgiving. Anyone who would take advantage of or lie to Jessica is a worthless piece of poo who doesn't deserve to live. If you have ever wronged Jessica you should be eternally ashamed of yourself. Jessica stands up for what is right, & tends to do the right thing. She is never too proud to say sorry if they do the wrong thing. Basically Jessica is amazing. She is a fun loving sweet girl who isn't afraid to speak her mind. She is often loved by others, but there are those who don't like her. She is a thrill seeker and loves to test her limits. She sees herself as an average person, but people find her very sexy and attractive. She tries her best to help those around her, even if they don't fall into her circle. Be warned, if you piss off a jessica she is more likely to make your life such an utter hell for a very long time than forgive you any time soon. However she does look over a lot of things so it is kind of hard to piss her off. She has this carefree air about her, and may seem like a bubble head, but when you get to know her she is a very smart person, and is very complex with her thoughts and her views on life. She loves the arts and animals. She can however be very dominant in a lot of situations and is better left alone when she is having a bad day because if she says she can punch your lights out, then chances are she can. She can brighten anybody's day with a simple hello and a smile, and hates to see others bullied.

oh. my. heck. 
my day was made when i read this. 
haha. 
i love urban dictionary.




xoxoxox
jessica :)