the biebs.

we sing.

president's day.

was spent like this.

and this.

i thought i saw forever in your eyes.

this is kaitie. 

she's a gem.

she's an extremely talented 

singer, songwriter, poem analyzer. 

you know. 

but really. 

she wrote this.

and many others.

she's really good. 

and i'm jealous. 

lyrics.

i can see the smile she leaves in your eyes

i know i'm not the one so why feed me lies?

one day you'll look  back and i hope you'll realize

people are capable of the truth sometimes.

i refuse to regret things that haven't happened yet

i refuse to decide whether to leave you behind

i'll stay, i'll stay

until the night sky fades to grey

bright pink sunrise, 

i thought i saw forever in your eyes.

you know the tears 

he let me leave behind

i've tried every pill to erase them from my mind

memories seem so harmless in the dark

in the morning they'll serve to tear you apart

i refuse to regret things that haven't

happened yet

i refuse to decide

whether to leave you behind

i'll stay, i'll stay

until the night sky fades to grey

bright pink sunrise, 

i thought i saw forever in your eyes.

i'll stay while i'm young

i'll stay until this pain is gone

i'll stay till tomorrow is today

i'll stay till i don't remember your name.

i refuse to regret 

thing that haven't happened yet

i refuse to decide whether to leave you behind

i'll stay, i'll stay

until the night sky fades to grey

bright pink sunrise, 

i thought i saw forever 

in your eyes.

forever.

i'm in a store, and i'm singing.

disclaimer. 

ridiculously long post ahead.

so. 

its a long weekend. 

halle-freakin'-lujah. 

thank you martin luther king jr. 

there's alot on my mind today. 

finals are this week, i'm applying for housing at utah state for this fall, the horses need their feet trimmed & their spring shots, why on earth is there no snow still, i have to teach guitar today even though its my day off, i have had the same song stuck in my head for three days, i mean come on really this isn't fair, i want to go back to bed, oh good, natali is making cookies, i forgot to put mascara on, i need to go to the bank. 

i could keep going if you want. 

no? well if you insist. 

here's my playlist for the day.

HOLY HOTNESS.

and so. there is that.

oh. and of course the 30 day challenge. (for today & yesterday)

day six.
a picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
kelly ripa.
not only hysterical but is married to a hot man & has a great body.

day seven.
a picture of your most treasured item.
my guitar.
making music is more than just a hobby; its something about hearing a new melody flow from your fingers that i find intoxicating. 

the rumor.

you, you think you know
just who i am.
i guess
we can blame it
on the rumor
you heard
the other day.

tell me
do you
know my favorite song
or the way i dance in the car
when my music's on
do you
know what i've been through
funny how everyone's talkin' 'bout you,
am i crazy,
or are you stuck
inside the
rumor you heard
the other day.

your stupid words,
they're just as fake
as your hair
your clothes
your face
i think you need to leave
this town.

tell me
do you
know my favorite song
or the way i dance in the car
when my music's on
do you
know what i've been through
funny how everyone's talkin' 'bout you,
are you crazy,
i'm so much
more than that
rumor you heard
the other day.

maybe i'm alone
in this
but i find comfort knowing
no matter what
you say
people love me anyway

you don't
know my favorite song
or the way i dance in the car
when my music's on
you don't
know what i've been through,
bet you know how everyone's talkin' 'bout you
you're crazy
for
spreading that
rumor you heard
the other day.

original song.

by me.

on january 7th 2012. 

yep.